Quentin Beck (
itsamysterio) wrote2020-10-04 09:55 am
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THREAD-JACKING: Sure!
FOURTH WALLING / CANON PUNCTURE: Check first
BACKTAGGING: Yes
AVOIDED TOPICS: None
PREFERRED GENDER PRONOUN: She
IC CHARACTERISTICS
CURRENT CANON POINT: Spider-Man: Far From Home- Just after E.D.I.T.H. has been transferred to his possession and he's made his big reveal.
PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION: He puts on the appearance of being someone you can trust. Strong, but friendly. Approachable. When it shuts off there's a certain deadness behind his eyes.
His costume may have familiar elements to some, having referenced other Avengers in creating his look.
DEMEANOR: Sure, casual, confident. Very smooth. Always in control.
ABILITIES: None. He will be insisting his powers have been cut off.
MEDICAL INFORMATION: N/A
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS: Tony Stark
OTHER: BECK IS NOT NICE, HOWEVER FRIENDLY HE MIGHT APPEAR.
IC PERMISSIONS
MENTAL: Yes, BUT please check with me first, would like to avoid his intensions being outed straight away.
MIMICRY: He would not like it, but feel free
VIOLENCE: Beck fights dirty, but currently doesn't have any 'powers' so you'll probably be alright unless he's aiming to kill you.
MAGIC: Go for it.
DEBATE: Please do.
OTHER / NOTES: Will be added to, check back.

fun with ~illusions~
no subject
For fun
ionsHero-AU world: I'm riffing off of Echo's canon Rishi Moon Base experience, so it's basically him and the guys at their military base except the outcome is a lot worse. More casualties, more blood, more explosions. Loud noises, that lingering panic and desperation to survive the ordeal.Does guilt play into this? Maybe? If you need more info, ping me on Discord! Because I know I may not be explaining this very well! aaaaaa
So scare!
Sekhmet and Andrea
The man in his illusion is his team lead, Jace (RAF Squadron Leader). The woman is Drake's wife, Andrea, who is under the influence of a parasitic alien which hijacks the host's body for its own use. Its name is Sekhmet, as in the famously bloodthristy Egyptian goddess, and she has captured Drake's team. (These alien symbiotes are called Goa'uld, and have historically either taken on the identities of human dieties, or else inspired them.) Once a symbiote has taken a host, their minds are open to each other, and since Sekhmet now knows everything about Andrea, and Andrea knows everything about Drake, she knows precisely where to strike to make him hurt. The kiss was a forced display, and a part of Sekhmet overtly sexualizing her host and implying that she's interested in or has been with other men. She's attacking his insecurities, which Andrea is aware of because she caused them by becoming cold and disinterested over time. "I just miss the cats," is prrrrooobably one of the single most hurtful things she has said to him because it was her answer when he asked why she was suddenly so affectionate and cuddly one morning. (He was hoping she'd say she loved him.)
Related to this is the intense guilt of his perceived responsibility: he feels that it's his fault she was taken by Sekhmet because she was looking for him and Andrea was in the wrong place at the wrong time. (Also, he had to shoot her, so that was great.)
Shortly after she was rescued, he moved out and leased a little townhouse for himself so he could have the space he needed to heal while they tried to work out their mutual trauma and fix their marriage, and a little bit of why he had to leave was because seeing her was a trigger for ptsd that developed while he and his team were her prisoners. He's always had crazy nightmares, but they've graduated from being swallowed by the ocean and all the deep, unknown things in the blackness, to shooting his shaking, crying wife in the shoulder and being tortured by her while her eyes glow.
Open bodies of water
Drake is also terrified of open water. Lakes, oceans, rivers - he doesn't want anything to do with them. He was attacked by a shark as a child and while he was fine aside from some minor scratches (it clamped down on his boogie board and he was dragged down with it because it was tethered to his wrist), he just sees any open water as being filled with writing, Lovecraftian terrors that he can't see, but want to kill him. He would rather go on dangerous missions off-world than go swimming at the beach.
Work related adventures!
There's a lot of leniency here. He's been mind-swapped with his best friend's wife, infected with a frequency transmitted electrical virus, died a couple times (woke up shivering in a mortuary 'fridge in the infirmary), been whole-ass disembodied, destroyed a black hole (but also destroyed the technology capable of creating and precisely placing the vast number of quantum-entangled particles required for accelerating the evaporation of Hawking radiation which causes a black hole to lose mass, oops), been kidnapped by space wizards, rival governments, a satellite hacker, private research lab-hired thugs, etc., gone total supervillain and tried to kill his best friend (and a number of other people), gone crazy a couple times, yadda yadda.
Those are the big ones! Themes include survivor's guilt, worthlessness and self-loathing, overwhelming responsibility, suicidal ideation, masking, stress and overworking, substance abuse (he started overdoing it on sleeping pills), and struggling with his ego and social unpleasantness.